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Tuesday, June 28, 2005

*yawns =x

i cant belief dat der 1st day of skool is so borin.. sians.. dun wan go skool aymore lerr.. bleah`s x) hahas.. 1st day of skool only and im sayin dis.. omg.. i still haf half a yr to go lehh.. cham.. die ler.. =x

i shld be happy.. but im not.. i cant help thinking dat am i lucky or wat? i tink i am bahh.. juz pure coincidence.. juz lucky.. i juz cant get happy leh.. i duno y oso.. damn.. =/ i didnt c him.. no, juz once.. dats it.. arghh.. skool life is so miserable.. change bandin = no more goin to e2 = i tink somehow some ppl will understand bahh.. =(

u'll nvr understand wat lies behind der smile..
u'll nvr understand why all those tears some by..
the tears are drownin my heart..
the tears made my sight blur..
i see no happiness ahead..
u'll nvr understand der pain of der slashes on my wrist..
its not der wound dat hurts..
its ur i-dun-care attitude dat kills..
i dun ask for alot more..
i juz wan a little more..
a little more care and concern..
juz like wat a normal fren deserves..
i hope im not deprived from all dat juz bcuz i like u..
i hope u can c me as juz a fren.. a normal fren..
dats it and im contented..
only till dat day, only can i live by my mind heart and soul..
not like now, those keepin me and remindin me dat im alive
are der slashes, blood and scars..

~ { 1:33 PM }
aiming for the sky above;

Sunday, June 26, 2005

Happy Birthdat Weishi~! Muackks.. gees..

phew~



i'm finally home.. =)) i went to my grandma hse fro a week.. wahh.. so many things happen durin der week..

i saw edison, jay chou, shawn yue in person~ gees.. so so so cuttteee + shuaii.. x)) i love dem.. ~ ahhh.. and i watched Initial D ytd.. gees.. i love it..~ Jay so cutee.. and Edison soooo shuai.. bleah`s and der movie's damn nice.. i love der cars.. so cool.. *grins

skool's reopenin tml.. so happy.. but.. i juz saw sth.. mayb i shldnt haf came home and switched on my comp.. so dat i wan c all dat.. no mood for skool tml.. fark it.. i dun hate her.. reali i dont.. she's a nice gurl, a nice fren, a nice klazmate.. its juz dat, im useless..

~ { 7:04 PM }
aiming for the sky above;

Friday, June 17, 2005

ooohh.. geess..=))

yippee~ my sunburn is muccchh better.. hahas.. at least it doesnt hurt so much.. gees.. dat means dat i can go swimmin again..=))

ytd was a scary nite.. i've nvr experienced sth like dis b4.. so i duno wat to say to console her.. so, i wat i did was to stand down dere and kept quiet.. hais.. and im thoroughly broke.. sians..

oh well.. i guess sometimes things cant go der way u want it to be.. some ppl like to do/say things directly while others prefer it another way.. so i prefer der 2nd way.. so wat if i write things half way thru? its not being childish, its juz being indirect.. i like der way i do things and further more dis is MY blog.. so, im not gonna care and juz wanna let u noe, i cant be bothered too..=))

~ { 10:31 AM }
aiming for the sky above;

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

* ouchh.

hais.. arghh.. i didnt noe dat sunburn will be so painful.. hais.. i feel like my skin is tearin.. yucks.. der feelin.. eww.. and its so painful...~=x

but i still went skool for der meetin wif der sec3s guides today.. we played wif clay.. hahas.. =)) on der way home.. gwen kip tellin me dat he'll be gone soon.. hahas.. she kip askin me der same qns over and over again.. lols.. but gwen arhh, i dun dare how? hahas.. hais..

arghh.. im fuming mad now.. okie, frm today onwards i shall not borrow her things anymore.. NEVER.. yar.. sry for eveythg bitch.. yar, i spoilt EVERY of ur thing.. im sooo sry.. all my fault.. RITE? arghhh.. * pissed..=@

~ { 10:32 PM }
aiming for the sky above;

Monday, June 13, 2005

*yawns..

hais.. im soo0o tired today.. i slept at around 3.30am and woke up at 8 in der mornin.. hais..

i went swimmin today.. thnka for pang and huiying for teachin me how to swim..=) gees.. muackks.. gees.. i actuali wanna get tanned today but end up i got burnt.. lols.. my face is burnin now..

gwen gimme 6 missed calls.. i tot wat happened.. hahas.. she ask me go chalet.. so i went.. it was fun..=)).. argghh.. dat stupid jonathan.. if i haf a chance, i'll definitely bite u for sure.. i swear.. we played mahjong and cards.. i almost died of luffin.. lols.. today den i realised how good cheefun's mahjong skills is.. lols.. he kip winning lorr.. lols.. den u'll die when u play wif someone hu try to act pro when he noes nth at all like leonard.. lols.. but i was kinda pissed by sth.. but forget it..=))

okie larr.. im off to bed.. im dyin alr.. *yawns.

~ { 11:37 PM }
aiming for the sky above;

Friday, June 10, 2005

hais..

i was so excited a few hrs ago.
but now.. hais..
so disappointed..
i dun blame anybody..
mayb it wasnt meant to be bah..

"Welcome To My Life"

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like


~ { 12:13 AM }
aiming for the sky above;

Monday, June 06, 2005

whahas.


im addicted to pokemon.. lalas.. i played 6 hrs of pokemon today.. lols..


gees.. der gurls comin back tml..~! yays..

~ { 11:34 PM }
aiming for the sky above;

Saturday, June 04, 2005

*yawns.

i spent my day at my grandma hse.. and it wan damn borin.. hais.. i went all der way dere juz to sleep.. hais..

der only enjoyable thing was dat i juz watch another 2 episodes of Naruto.. gees.. i lurfe it.. gees..

i hate my cousin larr.. she lleft me at my grandma hse all alone and go and acc her cousins.. hais.. but okie lar.. she's payin me to go and c yan dao next fri nite.. at my aunt's shop.. but i duno to go anot cuz i dount her taste.. lols..

hais.. it has been 8 days since i last saw him bah.. kau.. holidays sux.. damn it..

~ { 10:44 PM }
aiming for the sky above;

Thursday, June 02, 2005

der meetin today was un expectedly fun.. hahas.. i enjoyed it..=)

simin and kelly was fun.. dey are reali nice.. i used to not like dem dat much but after today i reali changed my pnt of view.. gees.. we played bondin games.. hahas.. play until we like siao char bor lidat.. hahas.. Simin and kelly bought ice cream for us.. gees..

i missed it..=( its goin to be one week since i last saw him..=(

shld i let it go now...? i hate everything i c.. everything i've read.. hais.. i cant stand all dis anymore.. all der freakin tears..

~ { 9:03 PM }
aiming for the sky above;

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

hais..

im so boredd at home.. i reali got nth to do and guess wat i did? i build gadgets wif satay sticks and strings.. hahas.. bo liao rite.. but its rather cute.. hahas.. bleahs..

der hols juz started and i've alr finished watchin one set of Vcd.. hais.. how am i goin to survive der whole hols? vcds everyday? i'll go broke.. hais.. im alr broke in fact.. hahas..

i duno y but i suddenly miss my pri skool frens alot.. i feel like meetin up wiff dem.. reali.. i feel bad somehow cuz i tink i reali neglected dem.. hais.. but i dun haf der courage to ask dem out.. hais.. duno how lehh.. i miss dem lehh.. yihong, penny, jianyue, jonathan, kanacana, kancani, andree, blah blahs.. all of dem.. hais.. i reali miss dem..

~ { 11:03 PM }
aiming for the sky above;